Hey, how are you? I'm doing ok dear, but of course I miss you. You should know that that is inevitable, seeing as you are so amazing. I don't understand why you ignore so much. How are you so numb to attraction of any kind? Why do you desire to be detatched from anything resembling affection? I dream of merely holding your hand, of feeling you close by, and you desiring my company as I desire yours. Do you understand the idea of somone completing you? You make me feel that way, complete dear. All of you makes me smile. I miss your smile, your sassy attitude, your unique point of view. It's simply amazing how special you are to me. I can't bear to see you in pain, or even discomfort. When you are sad, I want to cry. It takes all I have to not attempt to rescue you constantly from life. Part of your beauty is how well you deal with life on your own, but please dear, you don't have to, I mean deal on your own. I wish you would take my hand and lead me away from the edge, because without you I am getting so close. You could save me, and I could love you stronger and deeper than you ever thought could be. Forgive me, my thoughts aren't fair, you have a mind of your own, and your own way of evaluating individuls worthy of your affection. I know I am lacking in your scale and that is why I apologize. Because you heart is so big my words will hurt you because you know my affection will never be returned, and wisdom on you part dictates that silence is the best way to deal with this situation. So dear, thank you for your silence, it just confirms your supiority. I wish I was more like you, silent, so I don't cause pain to the innocent...